Will
had been an early riser for as long as he could remember. He wasn’t
sure if it was a natural tendency or a deeply ingrained pattern by which
he had lived his life for too long. Lately though, he was beginning
to believe that waking before dawn was indeed an acquired habit he’d
picked up during his many years in Port Royal. He’d come to this
conclusion because ever since joining the crew of The Black Pearl he
was sleeping later and later into the morning.
Will
knew nothing of the normal times that men on ships rose for the day
but he suspected that the late hour at which the day started on the
Black Pearl was probably not the norm. He’d asked Gibbs about
this once and his suspicions had been mostly confirmed though he still
wasn’t clear if this was exclusive to the Pearl or general to
all pirate ships.
Whatever
the case, he had quickly fallen into the pattern of staying up well
into the early hours of the morning and rising closer to noon than dawn.
Staying up late had never had such appeal as it did these days. Will
and Jack always had plenty to amuse themselves with at all hours of
the night. It had started out with rum and Jack’s tales and rather
quickly became something entirely different. Even a month ago when Will
had arrived on the ship he would never have believed that he could possibly
grow to be so attached to the Captain. Snuggled up in the warm bed and
tight embrace of Jack, Will found he could hardly imagine what another
life would have been like.
But
there were still many things he didn’t know and sailing and pirating
were just part of his lacking. He’d caught on easily enough when
taught aspects of how to sail. Being a pirate was taking somewhat longer
for him to figure out but he was relieved to see that Jack wasn’t
a murderer. Will had seen him kill no one other than Barbossa and he’d
seriously harmed very few and even those were mostly unavoidable circumstances.
While it was true Will still had many reservations about stealing and
looting and pillaging, he knew he could overcome those given time since
it was clear that the Black Pearl was in the business of pirating to
make money not to cause unnecessary damage and violence.
He’d
asked Jack one night how it was that the Pearl could have such a fearsome
reputation yet be the cause of very few actual deaths and so little
actual destruction. Jack had given him a toothy grin and explained that
the reputation was WHY so little damage was necessary. Sure they could
pick a ship clean like vultures but the crew of the Black Pearl wasn’t
about to start random killing and raping. Jack had admitted that he
had very specific guidelines about what the crew was not to do. Threatening
however was another matter entirely.
Jack
seemed to get a perverse thrill out of scaring the living crap out of
anyone who challenged him during a raid. Will had been not pleased by
this personality quark and didn’t find it attractive in the least
but he thought it was a lot better than Jack killing the people.
“Putting
the fear of pirates into them, luv,” Jack had explained to him.
He’d made it sound as though he was doing them a service by making
anyone foolhardy enough to challenge CAPTAIN Jack Sparrow think twice
about trying it again. “Next pirate they come up against might
not be so forgiving, savvy?” he said to Will and effectively ended
the conversation by heading out on deck.
Will
curled up just a little bit closer to Jack, as though trying to keep
him from leaving. But Will knew he would and soon enough he’d
be in bed alone, if only for awhile.
So,
Will knew a fair amount about sailing now and was still working on being
a “good” pirate (so to speak) but what he didn’t know
was why every morning without fail Jack would get out of their bed and
leave the cabin only to return a half an hour or so later. Will had
slept too soundly at first to notice this little departure ritual. But
after sharing the captain’s bed for several nights he had finally
become aware that Jack was getting up. One morning he had made to accompany
Jack, grumbling all the while that Jack shouldn’t rise so early
if he insisted on being “up” so late at night. But Jack
had waved him off and told him to go back to bed. Assuming Jack was
just headed out to relieve himself; Will had done just that. When he’d
woken later Jack was back in bed with him so he’d thought nothing
of it. But Will had started to notice that every morning before dawn
his rest was interrupted by his warm human pillow carefully and quietly
leaving and returning some time later.
Will
had asked Jack why he did this and Jack had said something about “morning
watch” which Will had taken to mean something about the changing
of the night crew (usually only one man) for the morning crew (again,
usually only one man until much later in the morning). So Will had thought
little of it until yesterday morning when he’d woken up when Jack
was returning to bed.
But
something in Jack’s expression caught his attention. Through sleep
blurred eyes he watched his lover take off his boots, sigh deeply and
finally crawl back into bed. Nothing about the actions themselves seemed
out of place but there was a look in Jack’s eyes that he just
couldn’t place.
“Jack,”
he asked softly when the captain was again lying at his side. “Is
everything alright?”
“
‘s fine, Will. Go back to sleep,” Jack had answered. His
tone was even but there was something there that Will still could not
place. Much like the expression, Jack’s voice held something,
some clue and Will found himself totally unable to place it. It wasn’t
regret or sadness or finality yet it seemed he saw a touch of all of
these in Jack’s face, heard a trace of them in his voice.
Pulling
Jack close to him, twining their legs together, Will vowed that tomorrow
he would follow Jack and see just what happened every morning while
he slept.
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Will felt Jack carefully and slowly untangling himself from the sleeping
embrace they shared. He nearly rolled over automatically into the warm
spot Jack had left before remembering that this morning he was to follow
Jack. He laid waiting as Jack pulled on his clothes and boots and left
the cabin before he rose to go after him.
Opening
the door to outside slowly Will looked around. The sky was just starting
to lighten and he could make out the main deck eerily empty, ropes slowly
swaying the light breeze. Taking a few steps out of the entrance way
he looked around for any sign of Jack.
“Come
over ‘er, Will,” Jack called. He was leaning against the
hatchway facing out to sea. As Will approached Jack continued talking,
looking out over the water, “Beautiful isn’t it?”
Barely
able to make out anything but the slightly lightened sky and the dark
water that seemingly went on forever Will responded, “It’s
rather intimidating … foreboding.”
Jack
sniffed at this. “Just wait then, you don’t see it yet.
You will,” he said almost ominously.
Will
sighed as he leaned back on the hatchway, standing beside Jack. “Is
there a ship out there?”
“No,
tha’s not what I meant. It’s the way it looks, in the first
light of the sun. You’ve got to see it, Will. It’s like
the sea stretches on forever,” Jack said sounding very sober for
once.
Will
shifted to take a better look at Jack. This was nothing like he’d
ever heard Jack sound in the past. Until now he didn’t even know
Jack COULD sound this way. Seeing Jack a little more clearly in the
quickly brightening dawn, Will noticed that nearly all of the dark kohl
was smudged off. Similarly he noted that Jack was without his normal
plethora of accessories and even his bandana was off, wild hair hanging
about his shoulders unchecked. Will couldn’t help but notice how
much younger Jack looked like this. He’d seen Jack without his
effects before but somehow seeing the man in the early hours of the
morning by a single candle light paled in comparison to watching him
in the weak first rays of the sun.
“Do
you see it now? Tell me tha’s not worth travellin’ forever
to never catch? Tell me it’s not one of the most amazin’
things you’ve ever seen,” Jack said, clearly enthralled
with the early morning view of the water.
Looking
right at Jack as he replied, “I’ve seen few things that
come even close to matching it.”
Jack
finally pulled his gaze away from the water to turn it on Will. “I
was talking about the ocean, Luv,” he said with a crooked smirk
and a vaguely motioning hand. Nodding his head towards to where the
sun was just about to peek on the horizon Jack finished, “I could
spend forever tryin’ to catch it and never know what lies beyond
… and somehow I think that wouldn’t bother me in the least.”
“You’re
surprisingly eloquent this time of morning,” Will remarked with
a grin. “Usually the most I get out of you is ‘Go back to
sleep, Will.’” Again noticing the far away look in Jack’s
eyes Will continued, “Did you want me to leave? Is this something
you’d rather do alone?” He didn’t want to intrude
on what appeared to be a very deep and private moment for Jack.
“No,
no stay here. You’re still not seeing it. Not the way I do.”
“But
you always seem to want me to stay inside when you come out here.”
“Yes,
well, you’re here now. I just didn’t see the point in draggin’
you out of bed if you didn’t come on yer own.” Seeing the
confused look on Will’s face Jack, who figured that was explanation
enough, continued before Will could interrupt him, “Now, as for
me being ‘eloquent’ I’m going to blame that on two
things.”
“Am
I one of them?” Will asked half-jokingly. “You just can’t
help but be smitten by my very appearance?”
“I’ve
trained you well haven’t I?” Jack said grinning. “But
no. Now …” holding up a finger, “thing number 1: you
must understand that this time of day is when there is the lowest concentration
of rum in me system. I can be held only so responsible for whatever
stupid things I might say.”
Will
smiled, amused by the reverse rules that Jack applied to his own behaviour.
“Thing
number two,” Jack continued, now holding up two fingers. “Is
that.” He pointed the two fingers out to the water.
Follow
his motion Will saw that there was now enough weak dawn light to make
the sky appear a stunning pale orange-pink blending into a light blue.
“Wow, that is rather striking,” he admitted.
“Indeed,”
Jack agreed. Rather suddenly, though surprisingly gracefully he dropped
to his knees in front of Will. “Now, let’s see if I can’t
come up with something more entertaining for my mouth to do than wax
poetic about the new day,” he said sounding just slightly embarrassed
talking about his noticeably different speech in the morning.
Unlacing
Will’s breeches Jack finished, “Tell me how it looks. Tell
me what you see.”
In
nearly the same instant Jack’s hot mouth engulfed him Will saw
the first rays of the sun finally poke out over the horizon. Like a
thousand tiny diamonds they sparkled over the gently moving surf, reflecting
the light on the sun.
“Ooooh,
my God, Jack,” Will half groaned. Trying not to thrust he blinked
rapidly looking out over the water. “It’s amazing. I mean
I’ve seen in a hundred times before but never like this.”
Turning his head to from side to side he continued, “There’s
nothing but endless water and sky but it doesn’t look dark and
unwelcoming as it did before. It’s everywhere. I’ve never
seen the sunrise like this, so clear with nothing to block the view.
It’s like you could go forever and never hit the end.”
After
a short time Will sighed in relief as he came. Jack tucked him away
and stood up beside him again.
“You
see why I come out here, then?” Jack asked softly, looking at
Will who appeared unable to tear his eyes from the brilliant sparkling
ocean in front of him. “Why I have to watch this?”
“I
do, Jack,” Will said, finally turning to face him. “I didn’t
see it at first but you’re right, it really is beautiful.”
“Eh,
about that … you’ll not be mentioning my … um, talk
of it to the crew. Wouldn’t want to sully my good name when it
came to common speech as it were.”
“I
don’t know, Jack,” Will said smiling. “I think I might
be induced to remain silent if say, I was permitted to accompany a certain
Captain during his morning routine from now on.”
“I
really have trained you well,” Jack remarked flashing a gold toothed
smile. “We have an accord then.” Turning serious he added,
“You’re always welcome wif me, Will.”
“Even
when you keep telling me to go back to bed and sneaking out alone?”
“Yes,
even then, Luv,” Jack said, putting an arm around Will’s
waist, guiding them back to the cabin. “Now then, what do you
say to an early start today, hmm? Some of us are in desperate need of
rum and a little attention of the more private variety in the Captain’s
quarters, savvy?”
Glancing
back once more at the breathtaking sight of the sunrise over the ocean
Will replied, “We certainly wouldn’t want to keep the Captain
waiting.”
They
ducked back into the cabin, closing the door behind them on the sight
they would see together nearly every morning for the rest of their lives
together.
End
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